Physical & Emotional Abuse Support Group
Abuse is a general term for the treatment of someone that causes some kind of harm (to the abused person, to the abusers themselves, or to someone else) that is unlawful or wrongful. No one deserves abuse, period. Abuse can be emotional, physical, or sexual.
you know
when someone, when people tell you, "talk about your problems, you have to because thats how they get better" or something like that
it's
a
lie
because i made the best, and worse decision in my life yesterday.
because I thought, by telling someone, it would be over, we [my sister and I] would be free.
thank god she wasn't there when it all happened
so, here's what happened:
my "mom", her son, and I were in the car, driving home from church. all of a sudden he started saying how i wasnt paying attention in church, that i was drawing and talking the whole time, not listening to a word the pastor said. NOT TURE! i was talking a little, and i was writing for a total of 5 minutes. but i was listening to what the pastor was saying. and i tried to defend myself, to say that i did hear, that i was multi-tasking, he cut me off, continued arguing.
then he grabbed my hair [keep in mind, we are still driving], slams my head against the back of the head rest of the passenger seat [where my "mom" is sitting] i scream in pain of the harsh, and painful impact. he continues to yell, holding my face to the thing for a few minutes. then he starts yelling at my "mom" for telling him to stop and he threatens to punch me in the face, but then he slaps me, because i tell him to stop yelling at her. his arguing and threats continue and then we go to lunch, he acts as if nothing had happened--as usual.
an hour after i got home, i txted my friend saying i had to talk to her mom. later, her mom called me, and i told her what happened. BIG MISTAKE. [my sister was at her house, with the friend that i txted]
when she brought my sister home, her [state trooper] husband and her went upstairs to talk to my mom, and my brother about things.
this is the part i hate, the part when they are there--i felt safe, nothing was going to happen with them there. but the mom ent they left, everything went crazy.
my mom went crazy on me
she started yelling, and almost hit me.
she doesnt care what he does to me or my sister
she said it hreself
because he is her son
and nothing else matters to her
so no matter what he does, he is her angel
the 72 year old demon has a 49 year old devil for a son, and she doesnt even care
and she is just like him, only she beats me everyday.
there goes the chance of happiness, of freedom
then again, i never had any to begin with
i'm so stupid
and so, the best decision i made, turned out to be on my list of worst decision i made.
xx
when someone, when people tell you, "talk about your problems, you have to because thats how they get better" or something like that
it's
a
lie
because i made the best, and worse decision in my life yesterday.
because I thought, by telling someone, it would be over, we [my sister and I] would be free.
thank god she wasn't there when it all happened
so, here's what happened:
my "mom", her son, and I were in the car, driving home from church. all of a sudden he started saying how i wasnt paying attention in church, that i was drawing and talking the whole time, not listening to a word the pastor said. NOT TURE! i was talking a little, and i was writing for a total of 5 minutes. but i was listening to what the pastor was saying. and i tried to defend myself, to say that i did hear, that i was multi-tasking, he cut me off, continued arguing.
then he grabbed my hair [keep in mind, we are still driving], slams my head against the back of the head rest of the passenger seat [where my "mom" is sitting] i scream in pain of the harsh, and painful impact. he continues to yell, holding my face to the thing for a few minutes. then he starts yelling at my "mom" for telling him to stop and he threatens to punch me in the face, but then he slaps me, because i tell him to stop yelling at her. his arguing and threats continue and then we go to lunch, he acts as if nothing had happened--as usual.
an hour after i got home, i txted my friend saying i had to talk to her mom. later, her mom called me, and i told her what happened. BIG MISTAKE. [my sister was at her house, with the friend that i txted]
when she brought my sister home, her [state trooper] husband and her went upstairs to talk to my mom, and my brother about things.
this is the part i hate, the part when they are there--i felt safe, nothing was going to happen with them there. but the mom ent they left, everything went crazy.
my mom went crazy on me
she started yelling, and almost hit me.
she doesnt care what he does to me or my sister
she said it hreself
because he is her son
and nothing else matters to her
so no matter what he does, he is her angel
the 72 year old demon has a 49 year old devil for a son, and she doesnt even care
and she is just like him, only she beats me everyday.
there goes the chance of happiness, of freedom
then again, i never had any to begin with
i'm so stupid
and so, the best decision i made, turned out to be on my list of worst decision i made.
xx
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
Your Mother was mad because they got CAUGHT. To them,abuse its supposed to be a secret.
Talk to your teachers anyone but warn them you could get hurt if they say anything to these abusers. And stay in touch with us,honey.
Tell the trooper everything