My step-father sexually abused me from the time is was 6 till 19.I was in fear of my life the entire time.Then I found out that he was doing this to my baby sister AND my baby brother.He fed me dope the entire time,it's how he controlled me to do what he wanted.Now I'm a recovering drug addict as well as a bunch of other stuff.when I found out about my siblings,he was going down and I didn't care about being so affarid.But I'm 39 years old and still so screwed up!Anyone Else
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