i don't know what happened but about 5 days ago i started to feel severely depressed. I stopped going on the site,reading my books, talking to anyone. It is kinda freakin me out cause i have never been this low before where i couldn't pull myself out of it. So i saw a counselor today who made some diagnosises and i have an appt tuesday to change some of my meds. I think not getting to start my job for a few more weeks made it easier for me to hide. I just want to feel alive again and have a joy for living. Right now i feel so flat and i don't have any internal motivation. Well sorry to be such a downer i just don't know the magic potion to get back on track. Any suggestions?
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