My ex boyfriend treated me horribly for years. I was mentally abused and angry. He was filled with rage and I was sucked into his warped, twisted,sick thoughts and emotions. Not only was I brainwashed, but everything I did was wrong. I can go on and on and on. What it comes down to is I am still angry about him. Angry to the point I wouldn't care if I found out he were dead tomorrow. My new boyfriend is wonderful and completely opposite, but I feel like I am pushing him away. There is no reason for it.I don't know how to let my anger go. I guess it takes time to get over the pain. Any advice?
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