My BF who is in jail for abuse and who I just found out he cheated on me 4 times for sure and there were probably many more. That hurt so much more than the phsycal abuse. SOOOOO MUCH MORE! I got a letter from him yesterday and it was from before he told me about the cheating. He is a musician. He plays guitar and used to be in a band. I used to love just sitting and listening to him play. He'd write me songs. Anyway I'm getting off track. There are certain songs he wants me to print the lyrics off for him and send so he can work on the music in his head and then he also wants me to get a bunch of of songs that express the way I'm feeling and send the lyrics. Should I do this? Maybe it would get threw to him better about how I'm feeling since music is such a big part of his life. Music is what gets me threw alot of the time too. He was teaching me how to play guitar and bought my son one for his birthday and was gonna teach him and now its just sitting here and my boy wants to play and I cant help him. Anyway off the subject again.
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