my husband has admitted his physically abusive behavior and is going to anger man., however-there is this big disconnection between us, i have always felt it. but if i try to explain it to him, he has no idea what i'm talking about. he only sees things from his perspective, and i feel like he has no interest in me, who i am. he only sees what i do, but doesn't reach out to me. sure, he got me some flowers, now i feel like i shouldn't complain and he will say that i just don't remember when he does things. now i'm having dreams every night about my ex boyfriend from like 5 years ago. i also wonder if i'm being emotionally abusive to him...maybe i am the one with the problem. maybe there isn't anything missing and i just have issues. i'm so confused, i have nothing solid to go on here.
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