For many years I lived in fear at home due to physical and emotional abuse. I was always terrified of the next thing that was going to happen and a lot of the time felt like I was on edge. At the age of 17 I was taken into care, and went into a childrens home. It was the first time I felt safe in years and I did not want to leave but unfortunately after 2 weeks I had to and went into a scary council run hostel. I hate living by myself so after a year I virtually live at home again and once again I am scared. Why did I go back after so many years of fear and fighting so hard to get out? All the people who helped me get away must think I'm stupid or I made it up. I feel such an idiot.
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