I've done some bad things in order to seek revenge against my abuser. Is it normal to go through a process of seeking revenge? And just how bad were my actions? I sent the woman he was cheating on me with (or vice versa) evidence of our relationship. I think she was in on it with him, in a way. Plus, she had been stirring things up with his family for years anyway. So, for as much as my rational side would say, I really didn't want to hurt her feelings, I don't care. The thing is, he had her convinced that I was crazy and imagined our whole relationship. I wanted to prove it. Plus, he brought me a dozen roses the other day and I smacked him across the face with them until they were shredded. I've never hit anyone in my life. I'm torn between feeling guilty and feeling satisfied. I'm also a little bit worried he might press charges against me. Ultimately though, I really want to find the right support group to help me and to understand because this behavior is not me.
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