I have been through the war and back with a man and now IM out of a DV shelter after 6 months of physical and emotional healing and in my own place with a great job nice apt and I found a great guy. weve known one another 2 months and now he stays over 1 night a week because he lives so far away. But I cant seem to get sexual with him. Hes ok FOR NOW but hes still a man a good man and I am having the hardest time finding the urdes I once had before all the violence I got counceling and Im fine but something is holding me back from the "pants down" part of the relationship. I dont want him to loose intrest but its hard. Maybe my self esteem isnt what it was even though I feel very pretty "with my clothes on" when is someone truely recovered from mr. perfect
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