i am so ready to just give up on everything. no matter how hard i try he trys to find a way where im not good enough or everything i do or say is wrong and of course he always right.every relationship i have ever had with anyone has been messed up. that also includes my fucked up faimly.i try so hard to show people i am a good person and yet because im still learning how to live right they throw my past up. i am so sick of my babys father and his "its not my baby" when i know and he knows that it is his. but just like with my other kids, i'll be mom and dad. i am so dumb to belive him when he said "i'm not like the other men in your life,i'll be there" then when it comes down to it hes just like them in that way and other ways. i know one things for sure and that is you can't trust anyone. i am at my witsend with everyone and everything.
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