Is it ok for me to just start acting like he died so that i can put all those feelings that i still have for him to rest. I hate myself for still wanting anything to do with him or wanting him in my life at all and so if i act like he is dead i think i can move on faster and deal with all the stuff he did to me and all the things he put me through. I just want to stop feeling anything positive for him and i thought this might work?
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