My new boyfriend is not returning my calls. He hung up on me last night because he says i don't knw how to care for someone. Its true.I have been in too many abusive relationships. I have trouble touching or being touched, I don't particualarly like hugs, I don't know how to express myself when i care,or show concern and the last time i initiated sex with someone, (my ex) I was shut down almost all the time. So we haven't had sex yet. I'm trying so hard becuz i want to be a good girlfriend, I opened my self up to him more than i have to anyone in a long time. I told him that if its a problem then we sould fix it and I asked him for help in showing me how to love (very hard for me to do) He accused me of laying it on thick and hung up. I don't know what to do. PLease help me someone. I hate this feeling. I feel so shut down and frustrated. Is this abusive??? How do i open up. Am i wrong??? is there anyone who has dealt with this? IM SO SAD. HELP.
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