So, as I posted in my journal, I ran into an old friend today who expressed surprise that I haven't been out since Tim and I broke up. It seems that he has run into him several times over the past year, the most recent being last weekend, out with his new girlfriend. This is a surprise to me, considering we live together, and I assure you I have not me this poor girl. I did not respond to my friend, only to say that I was too busy with work, school, and the kids to go out right now. The saddest thing is that I don't feel anything about this news. Not sadness, hurt, betrayal, anger, jealousy, nothing except a little bit of relief that things might be easier on me when I leave him if there is someone else to focus his attention on. Just a curious thing that's all, not to feel anything when you find out your live in has been dating on the side for at least a year, probably all along. Especially when you consider that he NEVER takes me anywhere, after all, he's too old to go out--at least that's what I hear all the time. His 40th is Tuesday, boy I hope she got him something, because I don't plan on it!
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