i am so tired of having to say that. it makes me want to gain weight, wear bigger clothes and not leave the house at all. it is so frustrating. i have survived a previous physical abusive relationship. and thank god this one is not physically abusive. but the words he says and level of paranoia and distrust hurt worse than if he were to punch me in the face. sometimes i wish he would punch me instead of be so jealous and doubtful of my faithfulness to him. i am so sick of it and i won't leave.
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