So after a week of pure craziness, I finally instilled the no contact rule in my head, finally. After about 4 days he resorted to texts, which I deleted without reading. Finally, I replied to yet another call with a text saying - I can't talk to you about what happened. He insisted we talk, then when he couldn't get his way, said we should at least talk to "close this out". Am I a f-ing contract? What an ass. I responded with "I consider it closed". Haven't heard from him since. I feel hurt and relieved all at the same time. I want so much to move away from the pain he has caused me, yet part of me feels I thrive on it. Does it get better?
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