i don't know if chatting w/ people in the same situation will help me or not. this is all new to me. . .my fiance and i got into a very big fight (over what? - i cannot even remember) which resulted in what i feel is domestic violence. this is the the 3rd time that we have gotten into a fight like this during the course of our 3 1/2 year relationship. each time it gets "a little bit worse". this last fight left me with bruises. . .and a new puppy. however, each time gets harder, and each time i feel more alone. i don't know what to do, or who to talk too. we're getting married in the fall, we own a home, cars, and have a this "perfect" life together, so i feel that leaving is not an option. it's been 5 days since this last fight. i cannot seem to get past it, and quite frankly i don't even want to look at him. i'm not angry, not even upset, just kinda numb inside. any advice, or just a reassuring thought would be nice. thanks for listening! =0)
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