in the pastt two weeks i have found out that i have endometrious and that the father of my baby is npd. i have no friends he convinced me they are all bad and i turned on them, my mother passed away, my therapist feels sorry for me and now i am completely alone and scared of everything i have a hard time going to the grocery for fear someone might talk to me and i have no clue how to respond. my head is messed up from him. i can't rest. anxiety is taken over. double lifes. he hates himself and projected it on to me and the crusher he doesn't really even love me, he is uncapable. but somehow i love him dearly and can't fathom anyone uncapable of love. it just can't be. i need what he said to be true and he loves me
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