I am considering going to a safehouse. Last night my husband threatened to kill me. I am sure he would never do that but he does that to "scare" me. I don't know why he would do that. There was another time I threatened to leave him but he held me down on the bed with his hand over my mouth, so I couldn't get up. I feel trapped because right now, I don't have a college education and would only be able to get a low paying job to support my daughter and myself. He knows this and certain I would never leave him because of this. It never used to be like this. It always happens like this before he deploys. He gets really stressed about deploying(he will be deploying sometime in October) and it gets very strained at home. Anything I say to him sets him off. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel helpless.
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