first of all i am bipolar and so is my son.he recently just turned 16 years old,he has a 18 year old girlfriend that he recently started going with.the other day my son hit me several times because he was angry because i was disciplining my daughter,i was telling my daughter to pick her paper up and put it the trash.my son came out of the bathroom and started welling on me.i don't beleive in hitting my kid's and i couldn't fight him if i was able.this has not been the first time he has raised his hand to me and hit me.he knows he has a problem and he want take his medicine,i have had him in therpy even with me,and since he met this girl he acts like he don't have no regards toward his family.i am going though a really bad time with the lost of my mother and i really don't know if i am strong enough to be goning through all of this.for him to treat me that way and i would give anything to have my mom back.he has moved his girlfriend in or thats the way it seems she don't go home and its not just him disrespecting me its her to.he has told me he hates me,he wished i was died,he would kill me his self.i don't want to lose my son but it feels like hes already gone.i really think this girl has alot to do with his actions.my son wants for nothing,he has everything.why does he treat me this way?he didn't start running over me til i bacame disabled around 4 years ago.he used to be a great kid.i need help
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