My last day of 2008 was a day not to forget for me.My now ex boyfriend went crazy on me and I'm luckey to even be sitting here writting this today.I haden't known him long but two months.We were not even fighting when it all began.Him and his brother was over my now ex said come here for a minute,I thought he needed to tell me something so i went near him to see what he needed.Thats when he first punched me in my face.And didn't stop punching me in my face for about 20minutes.The more i cryed in pain the harder i got hit.His brother ran out of my house by this time.But he was still beating on me.I tryed to get myself toghther by not crying in pain for as much pain as i was in,and told him ok it's cool lets go to sleep only cause i wanted to make it to my room to get near the phone.In shock he was like ok he thought everything was cool as sick as he is.I was almost for sure he was not going to allow me near my room but amazeling he did.As soon as i got to my room i shut and looked the door and called 911.But he pounded at my door i wispered to the 911 operater i had to go out of fear he'd bang that door down to finish me off,and hung up.I heard him say oh you called the cops.I just said to myself don't open the door till the cops get here.2 seconds later the cops were at my door,when i opened my bedroom door my now ex was gone.The cops said i had to get in an ambulance and go to the hospital.He broke my eye socket, nose, jaw,burnet me with a ciggerette on my next chipped my 2 front teeth,and i can barely eat or chew food i have no feeling of my mouth,they say i need plastic surgery and because of my broket eye socket my nerves are damaged thats why i have no feeling in my mouth.He got caught 3 days after the incident and is in jail on 2 felony counts of aggrevated assult and battery.I have a fear if they post bond on him he may come back to kill me.I have an order of protection but i did not know until the cops told me he is on parole in another state,so this may get him shipped back to that state after he does a year or 2 for me.I just feel terrible and so very deppresed and thought it would help to talk to others at this time in my life.
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