Hi. I'm new to Daily Strength and am really excited about being able to have a place to go and "vent", relate to others, be an ear... hopefully find one that would like to listen to me. I have a court date set for Tuesday and am finding it really hard to deal with having to do this to a man I really do love but cannot stay with. I cannot make him better and I cannot keep lying to myself that something has always been wrong. Loving me doesn't mean I have to belong to him. I understand this and I am starting to see what was right in front of me. I'm scared of him and what he'll do next. He's already tried to get me fired from work, but they are completely supportive and they knew what was going on all along but I understand how that's hard to say to somebody... I hope Tuesday goes well and I don't know how I will feel if he shows up or not. I don't know if I can look at him or if I will look him right in the eye as I make my statement. I am not scared of him. I am scared of him. I am stronger by doing this I know but geez it really does bring me down.
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