I wanted to say what is wrong with you? Do you know what kind of hell you have put me through? You dont take responsibility for your actions. You have a problem controlling your anger; that is what I want to say. You dont deal with it well, and you say you have never been this way with anyone else. Well, that is bullshit, you have too. You are enraged at drivers, you cannot control your anger when you drive, there is a good example. You wanted to beat up our roomate, but I am sure you would somehow to turn it around on me. Oh, you will say you didnt have any problems with your ex, well I am sure she just never told you things, and held them inside. No problems for 6 years huh? Then why did it end, thats what I want to say to you. She was immature? Or were you also? Maybe the fault lies with you. And lets see, you got angry with me and made comment about losing my job and that angered me, but I did not take out to the extent you do. YOU have a problem that YOU need to get under control. Yes, I say wrong things, things I shouldnt say but that never gives a MAN a right to hurt a WOMAN, didnt your mother teach you that? I am so very angry and disappointed in you and I am tired of it too. I have actually never had this kind of problem with anyone and I have been with some real jackasses, what does this say about your character. YOU have a violent side you need to get under control. And I am tired of hearing that you are never that way with anyone else, and I am calling bullshit on that one. Because you have too, and I have seen it. If you ever read this, I am sure you would want to leave me because my words are scathing, but you know what you need to hear it. There is this ugly, terrible side of you that has developed, and I god damn guarantee, if you chose to be with anyone else, they would see it too. Because I dont think it is just me; I honestly think you would have become this way anyways, and saying we clash is not just it. I think you have clashed with other people, but because you have been hurt so much, you no longer feel the need to control it. I am not the kind of woman to take bullshit from a man like this, and I told myself I would never ever be this person. Now I am this person, why should I be sorry for you hurting me, you should be sorry. I am sorry if I say horrible, cunty things, and yes, I slapped you, because I will be damned if you are going to try to hurt me. It is your fault you cannot control yourself, just as much as it is mine, and dont say I bring this out in you, do you know that is a text book case, of what abusers say? I bring it out in you, how clich is that? NO, it is there, you just choose not to control it. You have this ugly side, it is like you become a monster, and it nearly negates all the good qualities about you. So fine, you need time to cool down, and forgive me, but think about this, how am I ever going to forgive you?
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