My mom and here boyfriend or boyfriends were very abusive to each other and to me in every way. Drugs played a big part in that I suppose. I've dealt with it as long as I can remember. Have hard time trusting or getting close to poeple. And felt abandoned by both my parents and even my brother who killed himself. Have lived on the streets and people's places all around and have had good and bad times dealing with abusive people and situations. I'm always kind of on edge all the time not knowing what going to happen to me or who I can trust. When it seems good sometimes is too good to be true. My mom hurts me alot. she changed so much when my father went to prison and especially after my brother died. It was horrible. She didn't want me there anymore and I didn't want to be anyway. But now I'm on my own trying to survive. I need to get my ged and a drivers license so I can take care of myself eventually and not have to rely on people that I'm not sure I can trust. I tend to push away good people and end up with the bad ones. so far it's good where I'm at but we shall see.
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