My BF has promised so many times to get help and I guess after reading some stories he sounds like everyone else, It is always this ongoing circle with him, he is more work than my 4 kids! I was married when I met him, He had just got out of prison and I met him at a very weak point in my marriage, he is very manipulative and controlling he promised me the world and slowly took away my life, he finally got off parole and started drugs, he is an excessive gambler and steals from me and his moms business then he gets mad! I thought he changed (at least thats what he told me)I promised I would help him and always stay by his side but in the meantime my business was suffering and was about to lose my children, I guess what I dont understand is how did I let myself get lost in all this? I am a very bright woman and have my own business and home and to let some man come into my life and uproot everything! Ive lost my friends and almost my family, now Im trying to patch things up with them all, but how do I not look like such a liar and fool when I tried to justify why I left my husband and how much I was in love with dickhead? I begged him to change and was constantly telling him how to act in public and not to steal and drink so much, I guess I can only babysit for so long, He has nothing not a pot to piss in why would he not get the help he promised and make it work?
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