well i have managed to juggle several major life issues above and beyond the ex - how ever still alot to resolve and my sociopathic neighbours next door are harrassing me again - i am so anxious everything is going to hit me at once all this crap with ex - neighbours - banks - other legal stuff - just afraid it will all hit at the same time - so just sitting like a deer in headlights afraid to move to get anything done - so internally scared even though i know it doesnt show to the outside world - it like i feel i should just sleep as so much stress im really tired and dont want to crash into depression - but feel like i need to do all this resting because it will all come at the same time - i wish i could explain better but just know that all my adversities will rear their heads at the same time and i will panic as it will be too much at once ..... thanks jd
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