I am asking myself today how many times to I have to fall in the hole to learn to start going around it!Heck with going around it, go to the other street and totally avoid it! I had contact with my ex yesterday under the disguise he needed to know stuff about his medication that i used to handle and please call him ASAP. Duh, i did and proceeded to be verbally abused more than ever. By the end of the evening i was such an emotional mess i felt like i didn't want to live cause all it did was cause extreme pain and self doubt. He still has this hold over me financially with the comments, "if you don't call me back i will destroy this phone and you will never find me. Sooo you will never get the rest of the money i owe you in our seperation agreement because take me to court all you want you can't get it when they don't know where to find me." So now he is holding this money i desperately need to get back on me feet over my head. I feel trapped to have to not piss him off so he won't sever ties and i will get my money that he owes me for my contribution to our house downpayment in 6 weeks from now. Of course it is only a portion the rest comes 6 months from that date. I am so frustrated right now. The only good thing is it makes my love for him so far from my mind and i realize what a prick he still is!
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