So as you know, I left my husband. I did not tell him where I was but I knew that he knew, I mean I only have 2 friends so it was a 50/50 on where I would be. Now this may seem strange to you all but my one friend is my ex husband and this is where I am staying. For no other reason than safety and he is a male an my other friend is a female who I do not feel could offer the same protection as a male if needed. Well my husband called last night and I answered knowing if I didn't it would become horribly ugly. He spent the first 20 minutes YELLING and demanding to know where I was. I told him I was not going to speak to him while he was like this, that he was acting crazy and I had left and left for reasons he had created. He yelled that is not the point I am on right now my point is you admitting where you are and if you think I am crazy now wait until you admit where you are. This went on for 10 more minutes and I finally broke down and said I am at my ex husbands. After I said it his whole mood changed, he asked if my throat was still sore, said I could keep the car that it was bought for me and that he misses me and won't ever give up fighting for me. The mood change was so strange. I thought he would go insane as he said buy instead he became calm? What is that about? I am starting to read "why does he say that" and I still find myself questioning if he is an abuser. I see similarities in some of the stories but then I tell myself he isn't as bad as these guys....is it denial? Will denial go away? Will I always feel such guilt?
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