I am getting ready for the holidays and my birthday. My birthday is Christmas Eve. Therapy is going well and my friends on DS and here are the best, so I think I am ready for this. I have some anxiety about the days to come because of wondering if I will hear from stbxh - the alcoholic (he is supposed to sign the divorce papers tomorrow). He said he really had a hard time not giving me a gift last year - but he had bought something for me. I am anxious as well about hearing from my xbf - the physicl abuser. I just have a feeling that he is lurking around. Little signs around the house 2 weeks ago. I know I can do this and will do the right thing if either one of them contact me in any way. I am strong and I deserve better and I am going to get through this!! Thanks and love to all my friends in DS!!!!!! ((((((((((((( ))))))))))))))))))
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