i have bipolar and have gotten to the point where when i start acting moody i go to my husband and tell him sorry i know i'm acting funny and i'll do my best to keep it from affecting you"....and such...awhile ago i had gone through a miscarrage and the hormones where really messing with me...being sad and just needing alittle extra affection from him...so i went to him and told him and he totally go upset saying that "what i give you already isn't enough" and pretty much turn it around so he mad and now i was the jerk...this happens a lot he'' do something even if it's just a small thing and if i even act alittle uset or hurt he turns it around on me and if i hold my ground he will ignore me for hours or days...untill i break down and BEG for his forgiveness(if he admits he wrong and has to say sorry "i;m sorry" fixes it all and i immediately have to be happy) or i just give in immediately and say it was me from the beginning.....he tells me it me i'm just being crazy...cuz my bipolar w/ anxiety. Also he checks my phone all the time...i went to pick up my sister in-law and he went to sleep while i was out ....it took the normal time but he said i was gone hours and had to have erased numbers outta my phone cuz a call to him was missing(i didn't) he says i'm the only woman hes ever argued with because he'd just leave before he says he stays because he never loved anyont like this. but he's a really great father and sometime my life seems like a fairy tale because he so perfect.....am i just nit-picking???? i knoe hr ford put up with alot because of my mood swings...but ...i don't know some input would be great
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