I guess I am extremely confused and not sure where to turn. I've never done anything like this before, so am a little new to the whole process. I have a history of sexual abuse myself and have been involved in a relationship for about 3 years now. This is the first "healthy" relationship I had ever been involved in and he swept me off of my feet. We were engaged within a year and half and then moved in together. However, after moving in together he totally changed and I am not sure how to deal with this. He has become extremely controlling of everything I do, especially spending time with friends and family. He doesn't want me to work, but then gets angry that I don't have any money. I am a college student and he knows how important my education is to me, however, he consistently asks me to skip classes to spend time with him and does not want me to go on for my master's degree. He has locked me in rooms and our confrontations have turned physical in the past. I think that the main thing that I am struggling with is that I love him and he is the first man that ever really loved me. I guess I am just really confused and not sure if I should be ending this relationship. I know that I am scared of him right now because he calls me up to 20 times a day and shows up where he knows I will be, almost like he is trying to intimidate me. However, I also know that if I just went home he would trust me again and stop following me everywhere. Any advice would be great.
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