I started dating this guy 5months ago. I told him I'm a bad alcoholic and need to quit. He's a pot smoker. He seems like he really cares for me and says all kinds of wonderful things. He says he loves me now and is always complimenting me and showing affection but he has also bought me beer whenever I wanted it and since I met him I've gotten drunk at his house alot. It seems like every couple days. I've been messed up and want to quit but he makes it so easy for me. I keep relapsing with him. He doesn't really drink himself. Anyway, he gets mad easy and especially when I'm drunk he gets mad at me because I don't want to stop drinking or I wont go to bed. He has called me names and he has slapped me on four seperate occasions while I was drunk. He says I asked him to or I wouldn't let him sleep or whatever. And I say don't buy me beer if you're gonna get mad when I get drunk. I'm an alcoholic and I can't stop drinking it until it's gone. We've stupidly tried to control it by only getting a certain amount or whatever but he says I always ask for more and I'll get mad if he doesn't give it to me. I don't think I want to be with him if I do quit drinking and I think he knows that so maybe keeps feeding my addiction to keep me with him. I'm worried because he says he cares so much but then he's mean to me verbally and hurts me physically when I'm so drunk I don't even remember much. Is it my fault I got hit? I can be a bitch while drunk and stupid. One time he slapped me like seven times in a row. He was sorry to me and said he'd never do it again but he has slapped me twice since then and other things while drunk. I feel so guilty for drinking and don't remember much so it's hard for me to put all the blame on him and I think he knows it. I'm confused I don't know.
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