Over my years I've been in a number of bad relationships but I thought most of what was going on was normal. I am just now revealing to my boyfriend some of the things that happened and his reactions are seeming like i went to hell and back. Im really questioning my own cognitions about what happened in these relationships! Was it really that bad? I had never considered my self to be abused until a few years ago when we were going over the clinical definition of abuse in my psychology class and i started realizing that maybe I had been. I pushed the thought aside but now its coming back and it really bothers me that i thought what was going on was normal. I still act like it was just what everyone went through. I don't know whether to be utterly disturbed with myself and my reactions (or lack there of) or if i should just shrug it off and be thankful I'm not crushed by the abuse. Ugh, whats going on?! Do others feel this way? Am i crazy?!
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