well i dunno which of you knows about the crazy guy i was seeing for a while.... but after he exploded at me for talking to other guys he hasnt really talked to me...and im glad to be away..but im also very sad at the same time because i loved him and now i think its totally over. i know that even if we did talk, sometimes relationships have too much baggage to work through and they just cant be fixed...but im still sad. i have all of these other things going on right now, and i really need him...even if we were together i dunno if hed be there for me anyway..
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