last night i closed my eyes and i could feel myself back in time being pushed into the back seat of our car my head hitting my son's car seat with him in it and my husband screaming and punching me in the face as my son cried. i couldn't open my eyes i was crying like i am now just writing about it. i also remember franticly packing after what happened in the car when he dropped my son and me off at the apartment the urgent feeling of needing to run away. but that was almost 16 years ago...we've been living apart since aug...he found someone else to take care of him just before easter...i'm afraid to go to sleep this is my first time on this site and the first time i ever talked about that night so any advice and/or understanding is very welcome
Posts You May Be Interested In
Hi all! This is for those of you that have or have had the same neurologist for 4 years or more. I have been with mine now since 2009. He is one of the best movement disorder secialists in the midwest. I know he is extremely busy on the lecture circuit now and in fact not taking new patients there is a huge waiting list for him. BUT.... I feel like my visits are not what they use to be. He...
I gave my 2 week notice last Friday 13th. Now to join you fine people in a life of leisure and nothing else to do but to look out for myself....is it just me or does that sound pretty boring? My goal was to live to retire and I guess having to take early retirement because of health reasons wasn't exactly the way I had planned things. I just can't stay in that building that is reeking mildew...