Basicaly Im 24 and recently moved out of state to follow my fiance about 7 months ago with my 2 yr old son. Now he's my husband and im 6 months pregnant. He is an alcaholic I think. He drinks about once a week heavily, sometimes more. When he drinks he turns into his other personality of a major abuser. He never touches my son or that would be it. But he'll punch me, drag me by my hair, curse at me and degrade me for no reason. A tiny tiny thing can set him off. Like tonight, after being married only one week and saying he was leaving liqour alone for good all week, and that he wants to have a good marriage and never touch me (he realy does treat me very good when hes sober- I dont work, i have credit cards, joint bank account, I get to do what I want and go where I want without questions so its not like hes controlling) but hes been stressed out lately with his business not going so good, and he staid at his shop drinking till 5 am, very unlike him since he's a homebody (he sneaks the liqour at home or drinks during the day at work usualy) so i locked our door and he came in drunk and i asked if he'd been drinking and he just went psyco and started beating my ass. Finaly he went to sleep. I get so scared cuz i have NO ONE out here. I have no family or friends since im new to the area, and Im too ashamed to tell my family or friends at home. Plus im a newlywed and pregnant. Im so embarassed. I dont know if he'll change ever im so scared and tired of this life.
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