The man I married was a control freak, he was cruel and sadistic. he beat me up regularily and also my daughter (who he sexually abused to) and my 3 sons. He kept us prisoners for 9 yrs. We lived in contant fear wondering what was coming next. I manage eventually to escpe from him with my kids ( thats when I found out about the abuse to my daughter) I still blame myself for not acting sooner but \i was to terrified to think straight. I have bad episodes of depression and have tried to end it on more than once. I can't come to terms with all we went through and can't talk to my family cos it will open up all thier bad memories.
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