So I posted last week about how I reached out to my ex and got the whole I have a new gf and I learned from my mistakes with you, we are going away together this weekend. Well this weekend came and went, I was a mess of course, I thought I was over it, but I fell right back in. He baited me a few times last week in text and email trying to argue and reiterate his point of "you divorced me", only to have me just give in and say you are right, I don't want to argue anymore. I hung up, he called back, we hung up again, he called me later that night, we went out. Well he went away this weekend and I got an email this morning asking me if I wanted to get together this week........wth? Did I just open the gates of hell again and why can't I just stay away?
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