if u truely love someone and all they do is hurt u in return they r not worth it u deserve 2 b treated with respect and like a woman not a slave or just a piece of shit ur husband has no right at all 2 put u through all the hell u have been through

It might feel like worse right now, but it does get better. And abuse usually only gets worse =/

*big hugz*
hang in there, you deserve to be treated well.

If you really love him that much and want to see if things will work out why not date him but remain where you are? I hurt for your heart too. I wanted the same for my husband and I but when we tried just to see each other the old hurts were still there and it just didnt work. Don't go back unless you are really really 100% sure. Hell is somewhere you are trying to get out of not back into, please remember that always.

I know how you feel. What I learned from my ex husband is that each time I took him back it was okay for a while, eventually it got worse than the time before. I played this game for 5 years. I stretched my pain out, which I could have gotten over the first time around had I not taken him back. Think really hard about it before you do it. I am feeling the same pain you are now with my bf. We have been broken up for 8 weeks today. I have not seen him once since then. I refuse to see him, not that he asked, but if he does, I won't. Today is my 13th day of not contacting him at all. I do hope you decide to just feel this pain and get it over with. Pull the bandaid off quick. I just hate to see anyone go through what I have been through twice now. I am here for you if you need to talk.

Don't go back, stick it out, things will get better. Get involved in some activities with other people. The gym is a great place to meet new people.