why is it that once we get away from the pain that is being caused we go right back to it the minute we can???? for the last 4 weeks the father of my unborn baby hasnt been around.he goes to work comes home and leaves until late at night comes back and goes to bed.and in between all of that he feels the need to tell me how stupid i am how i make his life hell ,how he doesnt want kamron(our son).im 7 1/2 months pregnant and the abuse that he keeps pushing out on me is to much for me to handle n.e more.im so afraid that when kamron is born he going to want nothing to do with him,i dont want our son to have to pay for my mystakes.he doesnt deserve it and nether do i,but i dont have n.e where else to go and i grew up with out a mother and father, i know the hardships that puts on a child,he doesnt deserve it.i dont know what to do,he left last night and came back this afternoon drunk.how do i stay away?and why do i keep going back????----Amina
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