I'm sorry to hear that you are having a hard time. Please don't hurt yourself. I'm here if you want to talk. (((HUGS)))

i understand your anger! was it emotional and physical? i've been through both- actually, i'm trying to get out of an emotionally/psychologically abusive relationship right now- i'm pregnant and i don't know where to go- it's hard enough just being pregnant or just being abused- it's scary to be treated that way- it can make you feel crazy- but you have to begin to forgive- you can't hold on, because it only hurts you to do that- if you keep holding on, then he is still abusing you- you are giving your power to him- talk more about what happened and try to work through all the details and let go as you go through it all- don't hold on- you're hurting yourself- and you never deserved to be treated that way- love yourself, be careful with yourself, you are your number one protector- take care fo yourself!!!!!

I've been their too!!! I'm going to recommend you go to a pdoc and get some meds, they help.