It has been 4 nights and 5 days since I left my husband. The first few days were hard and confusing. Last night and today though I feel less emotional, I am almost in shock about how much I don't miss him. Was I kidding myself into actually believing I loved him? Was it more of me being attached to my home and comfort area? I was with him for 7 years and I am just amazed that I have no desire to see him, communicate with him...nothing. Did he really have that much control over me that I didn't even know my own feelings for 7 years? I am guessing I will still have bad days ahead and I will miss certain things...I don't know. How I am feeling now though....I can't believe I waited so long to leave!
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