serial returner.i really did think i could help him to be the man he pleaded with me to help him to be.but he does nt want my help. he wants a submissive.and by going back time after time thats what ive shown him i am.i am intelligent(or so they tell me)i am independent.but im stubborn and i loved him for what he convinced me he was.i listened to all the advice but ultimately i thought i knew better.i ve got a horror story to tell about "caring" this way.one day i might share the shame.for now i need to vent.ive just had the most degrading and eyeopening night of my life.ive never felt as defiled as i do now and he has nt physically touched me.the words are worse than the beatings.
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