I am so tired of feeling like the bad person as I am the one that left. He tells everyone I had a temper tantrum this summer and went crazy. Now I look the the idiot. I am the bitch. My own children even think the problem is ME. I can't even go back into my old town to go get gas at the local store. No one is concerned with ME and what I have put up with for 16 years, they just feel sorry for HIM cause he is a hard worker and good husband and his bitch wife just up and left him. Dammmmmmmmm that makes me so angry. What about ME????????????????
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