My husband is confusing me. He has been super nice to me the last week or so breakfast in bed dinner made so on and so forth. We went to a friends house and drank and when we got home it was mr psycho all over again it wasnt the screaming in my face breaking things one it was why do you make me so miserable and i want to kill myself then be with you one. He said some pretty nasty things last night. One problem that we really have is that i self harm. I do it cause i am hurting so much from all the things i have to deal with anyway when he found out he wasnt supportive wants and encourages me to self harm (he likes to control everything) but last night he demanded to know why it sttarted again and is demanding i stop. He wants his old wife back not the pshyco that cuts herself. He says he wants to help me stop but refuses to let me go get help but yells when i do it?!? I might sound crazy but i am not. Its the way i deal and with out that something worse might happen i need that release. Do i stop cause he is demanding it and demanding to know when i get triggers or do i continue and keep my sanity...i am so lost.
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