17 years of emotional abuse. Finally getting the strength to "detach", but why is it so hard? Now he's "pulling out the big guns" and crying in front of the kids. I am the blame for everything,even when I'm not home. Today he put 3 holes in the wall. I hate to hear myself say, he'd be such a nice person if it weren't for his anger, But the anger is killing me. Had my first panic attack, AND I broke out into hives after a heated fight. Thanks for letting me vent....
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