4 a year my step father abused me he started becoming obsessed with me sending me text messages calling me babe and sexy also saying he is crazy in love with me i had people asking me whats really going on between him and i and i said nothing this man was 44yrs old and i woz only 19 he has 2 children 2 my mother and after she kicked me out i thought i could restart my life living with him his girlfriend and my sister 3 weeks of me being there i found videos of me in the shower on his mobile fone... i regret not telling the police i had his girlfriend becoming paranoid thinking there was something going on between him and i they would argue over and over about it, my sister was ganging up on me 2 everytime i told her the things he would do 2 me she would rush off and tell him leading me 2 being hit, choked or pushed and saying it woznt true i remember being only 13 years old and wen he woz living with my mum and i at night wen my mother was asleep he would come in2 my room and try 2 touch me up i wanted 2 tell my mother but he made me so scared saying he would tell her i wanted it, i started dating my now husband and my step father would find any excuse 2 yell at me just because my boyfriend and i went out 4 dinner or a movie he would accuse me and my boyfriend having sex in the movie theratre or when my hometown had a fair or a show we would b having sex out in public and we weren't and really it woznt none of his business if we were anyway, all his friends would try cause shit between my boyfriend amd me saying he was cheating on me and that he used 2 beat up his ex girlfriends and because i woz so scared i believed it my step father found my boyfriend 2 b a threat... thankfully my boyfriend knew all the shit my step father woz doing 2 me till i eventually ran away moving in with my boyfriend and although my step father tried putting meon all the gulit trips i woke up and realized i do not deserve any of the hell i copped.... but 2day i still get flashbacks and nightmares im also afriad of seeing him out in public thinking he will hurt me again
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