I've been with my spouse for 15 years and we have 3 kids. The situation is very bad, mentally. My husband disrespects me and calls me terrible names (when he does actually talk to me), he runs around all night, and is always drinking when he is home. I have three boys, ages 13 , 11, and 8. Two are on probation, and in constant trouble, which I always have to deal with because he is never around. I am mentally drained, and very depressed. I have no family, no friends, no LIFE period. I feel fat, feel ugly, and feel embarassed by my husband's running around town with women 2x's as ugly as I ever was.I have to get out of here, but how do i start? I hve NO money, no car, no house, NOTHING. I have a job, but make barely enough to pay bills, let alone a car pmnt and rent!! I really just need some advise on how to start to get myself back in the right frame of mind to do this!!!
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