My mother was physically and emotionally abusive to me when I was a kid. I would always ask myself why she hates me so much, what did I ever do? Now that Im older I know that it is not me and that she hates herself. My most painful memory is something that she did to me. I was numb to the pain as kid. I feel so much anger and hate towards her. When I see her I see a monster. She is not abusive to me anymore because she knows that I can fight back now. I still see her as this hateful and cruel person. I feel really bad sometimes I dont know how to deal anymore. Has anyone been through this how do you deal
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