I was in a 6 year relationship and for 4 of the years I was raped, screamed at for stupid stuff, and some right in front of my 4 yr old daughter. I am now in a relationship with a wonderful man who treats me great. but I am starting to push him away with my bouts of depression and unresolved anger issues......its almost like I expect to be treated awful by a man. One nite I cried and cried to him...."please hit me ,,, make me hate you,,,, I want to hate you" and thats not the way I feel at all.....anyone with any advice please....i don't want to lose this man,,,,i care for him deeply.
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