My boyfriend and I have been dating for about a year. I am in the military and will soon be discharged. I am also 4 1/2 months pregnant with his child. He calls me names and curses at me everytime we get into an argument. He says that I always start arguments. Last night he called me a cunt and told me to shut the fuck up. This is the tip of the iceberg regarding things he has said to me. All of this started last night over his debit card that got eaten by an ATM machine on base because he had entered in a pin wrong 3 times and neglected to call and reset the pin because he thought he could wait a few days and it would reset. I use to work at a bank and I explained to him that he has to call in and reset his pin. I also did say that I thought he was being irresponsible regarding this situation because his mother who shares the account told him 2 days ago the account was locked. Then, we we got home he set up our dvd player differently on our tv and I didn't understand exactly how it worked so he told me I was stupid and yelled at me. After all this, he began cursing at me and calling me that name. He'll also say things like, Shut up bitch or he'll call me a whore. He'll say he can do better and he is so sick of me. He threatens leaving and even goes so far as to pack his bags. He is never remorseful for how he treats me or the things he says. I try to defend myself during these arguments and always end up crying and grabbing my pillow to sleep on the couch so I don't have to deal with him. I am afraid to leave him, but I am not sure why. I am guessing it is because I am either afraid to raise a child alone because I may not be able to be a single mother, I feel I treated others badly and I deserve it, I flirted with a guy while I was dating my current boyfriend and he calls me a cheater so feel his anger is warranted, I don't want to deal with the pain of us breaking up, I don't want to be alone, or even I don't think I can survive financially by myself. I am always in a fog and never sure what to do nor can I seem to make myself take any action. I feel like I am on the outside looking in and powerless. Almost as though I need someone to abduct me from my home and keep me away from him. I don't know what to do or how to deal with him on a daily basis. I don't even know why I am still staying. Help!
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